It took a second look before I knew

The women standing there had once been you

A picket fence, and big bay windows, all the way around

I watched the air escape your lips, that didn't make a sound

You don't regret it anymore, We changed in ways we should

It's nice to see you smile again, I never thought you would

Who we were were so in love, but here we are for now

I hardly recognize the girl that took me upside down

We both ran out of things to say, I guess I thought there's more this way

Just tell me i'm out of my mind regretting,

Of wasted time, in the art of forgetting

It took one final look before i drew

Of the woman standing there, that once was you

In footsteps of the sound of settling, the sound of trust

I watched your shadow dissapte into what once was us

I can't say that I will forget, regret, her

It's nice to look back when you smile, at who we once were

I always thought you'd turn around once more

But afterall, we aren't abandoning eachother anymore

Merely memories of what we once were fighting for

But who still says forever anymore?

In wasted time, in the art of forgetting

In spite of every breath, you told me not to try

And with the cold air taunting me, my lungs were soon to dry

Aside from every smile, you left me just to leave

And with the cold air burning me, It broke me to believe

In spite of starless nights, I clench the ground to see

In spite of every breath, I’m left to face just me

It fell apart that night

The broken lost its sight

Beneath the surface of the beast, that none would dare confide

It shook me in the night

My hands too weak to write

Right through its heart to say the least, the world was cast aside

And as the sun broke through the sky, all of me could see

The hardest part was letting go, As you would say trust me

In spite of every word, you told me to believe

And now its up to me, to cut the threads and leave

Aside from every wish, I never wanted this

Go back to yesterday, where ignorance was bliss

In spite of every word, I don’t want to believe

I’ll gather all my strength, seal my wounds and leave

In spite of every breath, you told me now to try

But with the cold air taunting me, My eyes are soon to dry

In spite of every word, that fell into the dust

I finally found myself, I finally found . . . Trust

Bitch

I guess if I deserved the storm you'd brew 

Than I would be just thrilled to throw it back at you

Instead you deem yourself the righteous one

Making me the dick that pulled his gun

I guess if you were her I'd change my mind

It's time you toughen up and start your find

Someone new, another stat

Someone who sees that

You'll always be the bitch that couldn't have her way

And couldn't understand the words my lips would spray

The acid washed her skin, when saliva didn't work

Because you're such a bitch, I guess I'll be the jerk

I guess if you thought karma was enough

Karma's fair, you took her place, that's rough 

And now you scheme of haunted dreams where I will learn to feel

And than I'll fall upon my knees so sorry so you'd heal

I guess that's what they call delusionists

That wish so hard they break their heart with angry fists

White flags stained in pointless bloody places

When we were nothing more than passing faces

I'm sorry that I ever broke your heart

Fuck this shit, It's time I said my part

You'll always be the bitch that wouldn't go

But when you did, well, not without a show

It's about time that I wrote a Love Song

About the Words That I Just Get All Wrong

Getting Struck By Happiness With Her

The feeling I wrote In A Love Song

Especially Afraid, I will get it all wrong

But her hand's movin in

As my fears crash again

Then she smiles, since I laugh

shaking hands strike the staff

But her breath chills my stance

This is it, now's your chance

Then she speaks in my ear

All I know and all i fear

You belong with me, not swallowed by the sea

Teenagedreams of limozines 

Sweet Despositions 

I'm afraid of a love song

Afraid that i could get it all wrong

I took this moment, just a ittle bit

To write a song for where my thoughts can sit

feeling lost with hours spent with her

sitting in between These Diamond words

I will try to write a love song

Even if i fail, and get it wrong

But her hand's movin in

As my fears crash again

Then she smiles, since I laugh

shaking hands strike the staff

But her breath chills my stance

This is it, now's your chance

Then she speaks in my ear

All I know and all i fear

You belong with me, not swallowed by the sea

Teenagedreams of limozines 

Sweet Despositions 

I'm afraid of a love song

Afraid that i could get it all wrong

I'll never forget, you'd pour over me

Like that sweet sweet honey, swam inside of me

I'll always remember the last smile you gave

This home of together, it withers away  

When You cut your hair, I fell with each strand

I'd give anything, to have you again

Living ain't easy

When a part of you dies

Living ain't easy

When we've seen greyer skies

Living ain't east

Since you don't come round here no more  

But living is better

Than four walls closing in

I'll never forget, the sound walking away made

Like the echoes of screaming, where you used to be

I'll always remember the sounds of our happiness 

It grows even fainter, with each rainy day

When you drew on a face I didn't know 

We both knew the words, but whose gonna go?

The Mess That We Made 

Breaking the walls of glass that surround me

Breaking through pieces of all that we could be

This is the mess that we made

Searching through faces for someone like you

Deafeated by boxes of all that we knew

Singing this is the mess that we made

I hate when you say it like that

I waited days till we'd fight back

from all that we were, and all that we weren't

And who we tried so desperately to be

I hate how you still think of me

I left so we could be so free

from all that we were, and all that we weren't

And who we tried so desperately to be

Burning through the photos of who we once knew

After they said it, I swore it was you

Singing this is the mess that we made

Writing my version of all that we were

Singing this is the mess that we've made

Singing this is the mess that we've made x6

Saturday Night

I just can't breath anymore

It hurts too much, that's for sure

I'll take one step, if you'll follow me

But then you're gone, this room is all I see

I don't know what to believe in

For you I could never believe in

Sit here all alone, this saturday night

Waiting for something, that just wasn't right

Hold on that one thing, in a way that's too rough

then just givin in, when the going gets tough

So just talk it out, with words to the air

They'd all understand, if only they'd care

It's some sort of fate, I can't ever fight

I'll never escape, This saturday night

I want to go back, but I can't

You pull me back, so I can't

I can't ignore your voice in my ear

And that is why I'm standing here

I don't know where to go from here

For you'd always go

Everything that kills this night, I was so wrong to see

Sunday morning brings the light, won’t you sit and join me

Broken Kisses

So mad and so angry, yet sorry, so sorry

So kind and so loving, yet worry, I worry

So clear and so level, yet crappy so crappy

So wrong and indifferent, yet happy so happy

So blind and so hollow, yet joking still joking

So hung and so missed, yet broken so broken

We touch and we feel these times are so real

We know and we share, a love and a care

We hope and we dream, for how things may seem

We scream and we cry, to live and to die

We lack and we gain, together in pain

We sleep and we wake, destroy what we make

I kiss and I feel, to hope and to heal

You kiss and you make, in hope not to break

With thought of the end, so scared I ran

The taste on my lips, a broken man

So days are like these, and so it would seem

So kind and so lovin, yet rain. Let it rain

So torn and so scraped, somehow I’m still me

So now, and so then, to be or to be

So calm and so free, yet chocking I’m chocking

So loved and so kissed, yet broken, so broken

One kiss so broken, another so healing

Two separate people, can create one feeling

Harmonic distortion heavily bound

Giving a precious remedial sound

Two broken lips, and one healing kiss

Broken and healing, forever in bliss

Broken will heal, as healing stops to repeat

For broken and healing, one day we will meet.

Memo

Marks left on my skin again

I'm sick and tired so just say when

I can't stay here forever and ever

Crosses from your finger tips

Fostered by this daunting fix

me, please, fix me please

I can't stay here forever and ever

Everytime I try to catch my breath

I sink beneath this relm of sudden death

of all or nothing like I'm all or nothing left

Everytime I try to reach the shore

I float away to fall forevermore

From all or nothing like I'm all or nothing left

Until I'm feelin worthless, loathing, torn-er

Staring at this mirror, with markings on the corner

Faceless skin that floats away

Parts of me I've torn today

I can't stay here for ever and ever

Nothins painted on my nails

Leading nowhere

But I can't stay here for ever and ever

A mark for every doubt I see

In mirrors that stare back at me

Pavement Paths

One eye slides right on through the wall, That tells her not to look

The other left to watch the road, as pavement paths he took

She stood there breathing heavy, Watch this car take flight

He looked into his rear view mirror, Was this even right?

The tears they fall, the pavement thins, beyond this road, where noone wins

It hurt me when I drove away

the news said lets have rain today

the tires slid across this road

As love fell through the cracks, errode

A change of heart proved hard to go

As pavement walks you watch me go

One finger slips to ease the pain, The others clench the wheel

It's too far now to watch you bleed, You mustn’t see me feel

She fell upon her knees, the whole time begging please

Just get me through tomorrow, My heart aches from disease

His foot it takes the breaks off, Never letting go

The tears roll down like symmetry, She'll never even know

the jaw grows tight, the air feels cold

 no one but the road to hold

One eye looks, one last time, Sometimes he sees her still

Reflection in a rear view mirror, Beneath these pavement hills

Trust Me

In spite of every breath, you told me not to try

And with the cold air taunting me, my lungs were soon to dry

Aside from every smile, you left me just to leave

And with the cold air burning me, It broke me to believe

In spite of starless nights, I clench the ground to see

In spite of every breath, I’m left to face just me

It fell apart that night

The broken lost its sight

Beneath the surface of the beast, that none would dare confide

It shook me in the night

My hands too weak to write

Right through its heart to say the least, the world was cast aside

And as the sun broke through the sky, all of me could see

The hardest part was letting go, As you would say trust me

In spite of every word, you told me to believe

And now its up to me, to cut the threads and leave

Aside from every wish, I never wanted this

Go back to yesterday, where ignorance was bliss

In spite of every word, I don’t want to believe

I’ll gather all my strength, seal my wounds and leave

In spite of every breath, you told me now to try

But with the cold air taunting me, My eyes are soon to dry

In spite of every word, that fell into the dust

I finally found myself, I finally found . . . Trust