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sara_nia

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I imagined this song being played as snow white fell into eternal sleep after taking a bite of the poison apple, or the precession of seven dwarves following the crystal casket at her funeral.

Anyone is welcome to play around with this - vocals, strings etc!
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Text_notecard_shadow_top_left She keeps a pane between our fragile frames
A moon and sun slot seperate
One casement for our wonted woe.
Behind me, the glass fogs in and out as if
By the rising and falling of the boiling tides
You breathe my absence.

I am sick from fever. I spurn my own company.
What apparitions of spirit?
What manifestations? What spectres
Of love keep your heart in my hands
And your eyes on my ghostly
Body?

I am waning already.
Forefronted.
An old crone full of wisdom
Grey and hoary behind those droplets of ocean spray.
My misty breathe is cooling against glass.

Give me folly and a glowing expectancy to be
Inside dreaming, likewise weeping
Beneath that same foolish face of silver
Shattering shards of prudence; grasping eager.
Let me bleed and ruin, forget forethought and musing
And remember hidden gazes, thoughtless passions

Not those spells of longing bound to drown
Themselves or shrink against our endless margin of instance.
Give me timelessness. Let me stretch myself
On sheets of here and now
And forever.
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Text_notecard_shadow_top_left Those delicate little birds
Chirping rhymes and ringlets
And rustling white gauze
Across the bricks.
We put flowers in our hair
And sit and contemplate
What fleeting ghostly image
Might be freedom.
The men and their clipboards
And their roaming hands
Take notes, makes jokes.
Their stare is full of some
Black and manic monster
Who lives in dreams
In this daytime nightmare
That is cast upon the collection
When the medicine is brought out.
A tea party, they tell us
(And I’m sure we’re all guilty of murdering the time)
And they are right that we are
All White Queens in this dark place,
and hum and trill
Syringes and pills, syringes and pills.
That’s the mens favourite job, you know -
Putting things in us.
But sometimes I can’t remember.
And sometimes I don’t want to.
Tomorrow is the same as today
Always in the offing
Lost somehow and wandering
Through the corners of ourselves
As if by some trick or turn
The others will see our bloody fingers
And take us home.
Do they remember that they loved us, once
Before they locked us here?
The key to the asylum
Can’t be far beyond
Our tethered reach.
Through braced doors, or red brick walls
Or at the end of bodice lacing.
This chunk of chalk is not my escape
I know that much
But I’ll pretend.

(Inspired by Emilie Autumn’s Opheliac and Asylum for Wayward Victorian Girls)
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Text_notecard_shadow_top_left Run through. Over and over
Like pin prick scars all over my body.
My pale skin reflected the light
Of moonbeams, once. Poetic.
It has to be poetic
For me to want it.

And that’s the trouble.
This was never in verse.
This stabbing stanza
Like a twisting blade.
My blade. I lay claim, at least.
But I cannot pull it out.

Or won’t.
I wonder now why
It’s truly present.
Why I let it rest
Between my heatstrings,
Plucking patient.

Do they know, I wonder? Them?
And are you even aware?
I sometimes wonder
If my moonbeams
Are gone
Forever.
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Text_notecard_shadow_top_left Like pebbles we must
Wash the wanton water from our bodies
And run through streams of nights and days
And empty sentences of
Brimming words. Unworthy words
Of guided love
From faithful fate, dear friend
And enemy of ours
That freely gives the gift of passion
To thwart the pain of place.
We lie, naked and alone,
Together. Hand in hand.
And wait for her to smooth
Our sharpened edges.
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Text_notecard_shadow_top_left By candle and cobweb she lures the bats
And tames them in her northern palace
If she had a castle she would paint it powder blue
With glitter on the doors and window frames
To keep the evil out.
And as the snow came tumbling
All around she’d here the chiming
Bluebells break the stillness of
The icy dawn.

Her lullaby melodies sit on the air
Like ribbons.
All of the crystals and butterflies making kaleidoscopes
in her head.
She has a starfish in a jar
Feathers in her lashes
A milk moth neverland
Little owls and faces in the rocks
Little magic mouth on the acorn moon
And the fairy goblet and the star in her tiny hand
Shine with twinkling dust from the attic.
Her gossamer secret.
The woodsy smell of
Patchouli, of lavender and cypress, cedarwood and sandalwood,
Neroli, tea tree and violet fills
her nostrils.

This is where she lives.
Dreams, sings, sleeps.
And takes care of the little animals.
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Text_notecard_shadow_top_left Uneasy still
shimmering spirits of a restless night crackle
with energy
we cast those shadowed forms against the edges
of our world
shifting vaguely in the night
displacing darkness
tempestuously we experience
encounter encourage

A strange stillness consumes
devours
the hesitant shade

It arrives in a wave
Deluge

wild and dangerous
above me
senses swimming

I'm holding my breath

hurting
for Enlightenment

And then the lightning strikes
illuminates
reveals

fractures the sky

whilst low thunder shakes
our very souls
and swallows up your
yielding whispers
my own urgent melodies
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