condemned in a world where to be happy i must fantasize. i meet a boy. he is handsome. brown hair. blue eyes. soft lips.
condemned in a world where to love i must fantasize. i see him on the edge of the bridge. on the other side of the mirror. he's looking at me but he does not see me. i am nothing but his own reflection and the ripples across the surface. kneeel. so he does. cloooser. he bends over, his arms out to wash his face. what a beautiful human. as he leans in i plunge for a kiss.
i keep my head out of the water staring at him and him back at me. he looks afraid yet mesmerized. he moves closer still looking into my eyes, he asks "who are you?". i answer "i am nothing but a beautiful maiden imprisoned in these sweet waters and you my darling have just set me free". with these words i part my savior.
Ah... Jealousy. Friend & Foe. the rawest of emotions and the most dangerous a girl can possess. we become lethal once you're under our skin. you creep your way into our heart...
I'm known as a sad person. Unhappy with my life and everything that happens in it. It was two years ago, when my life changed forever. I remember it all, like if it was today....
I am grateful for the existence of laughter,
for I dearly enjoy