- Geee! Why are you putting me so much of toothpaste?
- It's your birthday, enjoy!
I really like doing this short audio snapshots:) I like messy, chaotic sample and fitting some textures in between. Stems tomorrow- I need matches for my eyes, unless you guys happy to stay with my kiddo:-p as long day ahead of me tomorrow.
When I tried to do with mountain of harmonies on this music, it just didn't work for me.
RECorded then first draft then with gentle vocalisation and requested line.
" We can go back"- for how many of you this is a happy song? For me? Makes me think of my dad, automatically without warning my body after three phrases start to tumble and squeeze me and I run to the other room and cry. That is why I avoided recording video. With recording audio you can take spasms out, here I tried very hard. I haven't even thought of adding vocals Matt requested video- I said: Yea, no problem.
I've got really dark flat, kitchen was only place with enough light to shoot this.
My routine- always cleaning lense , make up free, transparent emotion. At 0:25 I'm flicking my fingers to sign - that song starts, if you want to sync at the end. Comment on last seconds of vid- I"m not going to put smiley face- I don't like idealised version of me. This is me- emotional, missing my father.
Written today for a friend I admire and miss a lot. It's so much grey without her and I can't celebrate her bday tomorrow, decided to write a song. Apologies for not contributing to any tv show stuff:) this is where my heart is dragging me... music... this autumn.
I think that some of us have got friends who live far and we hardly see them and they are puzzles of our souls and without them is a bit harder, with them is more inspiring and bright. This girl has been with me in the room when I was waiting for my child to say hi to the world and all photographic adventures to crazy places to look for magic happened with her in the past, I wish to get my passion back and get out out there and shoot , shoot more reality magic... not feeling at the minute, sadly:( I need a companion.
In the city of the cities
My honey, et cetera
I wish you more air in the underground
no more traffic jams, no people stopping you
from who you are
I miss you my friend!
No adventures ( for me)
I'm not looking anymore for the trainers
(on the line) we used to notice
ah, my camera hidden in the corner
I wish you only good touch
on your shoulder by good souls
who challenge you
and make you
don't give up
In the city of the cities
I think of her sometimes
maybe she sits on double decker
falling in love with in rain drops
painting a landscape on the window
maybe she holds her camera, maybe she is not
As I remember she is a lover of simplicity.
I can't lie.There is a second version of "Gust"-one, which I wasn't sure about and I forgotten, hidden away on my computer. I recorded this on the same night when acoustic version happened. Remix is remix right- we are entwining one soul with another and that's what I do with music! So here comes a song about autumn sorrow entwined with Wintersleep Remix and wonderful words by Marie Bee.
I'm uploading this purely as I don't want this to die.
That night we were driving to watch Jon Gomm and red lights were our extra passengers <3 I found it so beautiful...and stillness of my dear James's face in that particular moment against slowly moving car. Sometimes I'm grateful that we are not able to move, for stucking in the traffic where lights are dancing on his face. J'adore <3
I rarely grab camera crazily fast, that was one of those moments I thought: " Omg this light landing on his face!"
This picture preserving the smell of rain, that night, Dakota Suite music in the car- my constant deja vu xxx