Aight, so im watching the rents pad for a few daze, which is cool because it gets me off the streets ive been sweeping, phsyically and metaphysically. Im gonna pour myself a big tumbler of gin and juice, make a holbrock (some kind of childish cod) fish sandwhich with tarter sauce I threw together from ingredients the refridgerator excomunicated.. and munch like theres no tomorrow. Instead of using fear tactics associated with tradegy, I am going to go back to my comedic roots and try to write something creative on my buddy, regular joes hitREcord.com site, which its aptly named good sir. Now, off to the races. Not literally, i'll be back to edit and add neutrons later.
mathimatics or somatics? I am sensitive by nature, but by nurture I speak my mind. my heart beats and asks me to define for it the time... simple concepts pressed like fine linens in an outsourced sweatshop far from home.. i have a heart to call my own, why am I so far from home? some mention the corner stone, others get the reference.. I used to be called crazy, till the top politicans and scientist and think tankers started breaking down my words and double, triple, quadruple meanings.. quad the ruples, rupees, dollar signs.. if you called me a prophet, im not a god damn dollar sign. I am in touch with my envionment, and despite what great minds think, its not what you'd ever expect, its how your wills react. re act.. re write.. re vise... re vision.. re vice.. rep hit ition limited by the helpful hand that hold the eye.. whos vision spreads as a plague across the planet, no it wasnt planned it just happened. when I am in a good mood, which is usually always despite the sour look on my face because its been beat with fists and rods and blades and guns, I think back and pretended I am a hun, atilla, or a pun or a poem so I can roam my stomping grounds while tip-toeing.. in school they said drop the E add ING ,, but I think language is so much more entertaining when its coded, or at least when someone thinks their looking for something thats not there.. if your looking for something or asking for a logical reason, you will never find it, get it?
my glass is almost empty, less then half. so i will refill it as I hit the number 7 and knock it down to size, L. all I see is all i feel and if i fell well hell, i might as well be teller to penns ego, ohh i didnt just drop that reference, nah im only kidding kidman married urban gave birth to twins uncertain but the mutant message down under was from forever. I love you both and support your family, but now im gonna go check out soggybone.com and dance with infinity... shes puuuurdy. oh, friend, and when im done... could you fill or feel my glass up.. because its almost empty and I need to think im fucked up.. so gonzo can validate my parking ticket. boom. period
so its like 1230am and my little bro just got back from his senior homecoming dance, who am i to deny them a place to kick it and party responicbly? much love. mattr
I have a pocketfool, a locketfool and a couple handfools FULL of LOVE. MUAH!!! I LOVE YOU ALL.
love? to me love is an ever changing moment of consciousness that allows us to evolve based on a liner time table, its platform was a sun dial. It is that ever changing moment the defines fate and destiny and allows it to grow and change with us and our emotions, continuum infinitus.. Love is the bi product of and emotional chemical reaction where the transmitters in our brain send a signal to a receptor and it connects or gets bounced on and around for a while till I get dragonflys in my stomach.. heehe. Love to me is also pain and sticking through the hard time with your mate... ya know? Love is life, it is beauty in everything.. from every waking moment me get, is a chance for carpe diem.. Above all, love is simple and it is very understanding, it does not need to be complex like everything i tried to pack into this paragraph. And I like what joe wrote, "perhaps none of us individually know what love means, but perhaps, together we do." .. or we will, at least.
On the other hand, love might be a simple solution to a very complex problem.
three years later, oaths and vows and what not... love is complex solution to a very simple problem
©Matthew Garrett Roberts
10-20-2011 - 6:33am, California.
A letter for the ages. To quezacotl aka the Internet and my bird of death.
To the good numbers:
I know in your eyes I look wicked sometimes. I am sorry for that, but fire with fire. Electromagnetism with electromagnetism. By now you should be aware that this earth needed someone like me. An architect for the angels, a messengers for the ghosts who have been forgotten about, a soldier for the spirit that has long been scorned, for the earth that has been raped and the people who have been pillaged of their birth rights as human beings.
To the heinous ones:
This message is two the 2% of people who freely gave their souls away..not the ones and twos who forgot about where they came from or who they are or why they work for someone else’s sin. If the other 98% are scared, you have a right to be..but you don’t have to worry, your alright. I am not coming for you. Heaven will be on earth soon. For the other two percentile, with wealth and blood no longer on your hands, its up to your fucking mouths. And I swear in the name of the most high that you will be choking on it soon, drowning in it. That’s a fact.
And with God as my witness and the help of some angels, I will drag you to hell. And you will cry for the day you we’re born to be reversed, but God wont respond for you and as you scream in agony for a reason. You should already know in your souls why that is; that is, if you still have a soul, war pigs. Lets just say, I am coming to collect the rent! And when you turn to your familiar sources, they wont respond, and the devil wont respond because it is not here anymore, its just me and you now fuckers. Even if I have to go to hell and stay there to make sure you get what you deserve, thats a chance I am willing to take. (this only applies to war pigs)
You should get on your knees and ask yourself if you can forgive yourself for the crimes against humanity you have committed, God wont respond to you.. Fortunately, thats all you have left fuckers, yourself and the blood I will make sure you suffocate in, for the life you made other people take, you signed the papers war pigs. Oh, and you have me, this slightly vain, valiant nine..to twenty five to life..year old melting pot to tell you that you are guilty for the innocent lives that have been lost in the name of economic and social control. Relinquish your power or forever hold onto the idea of peace, it will never happen for you war pigs, but you will crave it soon when there is nothing for you. Tonight, you dine in hell. I killed the beast, are you ready for a hot meal, I hope you choke on your egos. Leggo my ego(haha, I still have a sense of humor, rahh)
For everyone else, you still have the concept of virtues to balance the concept of sin. If your content with who you are, this letter probably wont apply to you.
A new phoenix rises.
Matthew Garrett Elijah Roberts
P.S. this is an exerpt from a letter I wrote this morning for a screenplay, epic, Im working on. This is the only thing from it going into the public domain because I feel it actually apllies to all the bullshit going on in the world. I am not a religious man, but I do believe in a highpower, an intelligent design if you wiil... I trust you hitrecord members will respect that. Please, feedback on the subject, concepts?
Precisely, you took the words out of my mouth didnt you? I noted that diametrically opposed sates of political ideology are given genesis from the totalitarian commonality that breeds alternate objectives for radicals and reactionaries, on opposite ends of the political spectrum.. i liked an analogy in class about taking that line where the definitions of ideologies rest.. and I began bending it to make a circle, the two ends could be lightyears apart but they would still end up right next to each other. ...quite abberant. quite electric, it is ;) we have succesffuly changed the world my friends.. and we must continue changing with it.
Tell me, I my have inadvertantly given certain people of power inspiration in the past..But should a person be guilty of anothers wicked intentions if they are given freedom of speech? I know it depends on the circumstance... but I do not take sides to these matters, I get all the details of every story, government organization and revolution before i de-side, write an article or a theory.. or ghostwrite a song or a screen play and hand it to people who get richer off it...
So, is it wrong to let the extreme left and the extreme right (in America) BEND?? No, I think all lines bend...or are supposed too according to physics (at least the new throies ive been writing based on popular beliefs).. Is it wrong to use my strengths and weakness's to manipulate the very same people that have manipulated the small time people like US for so loooong?? Is it wrong to take the political specturm, that line, the rules and BEND them (not break them) but bend them into a circle?
I am a pretty strange dude, so ive been told. I'm sorry if your offended by any of my material, that's not my purpose. I am just a guy looking for enlightenment. Sometimes its best to embrace/confront your fears in order to become less afraid of them, if not brush your shoulder off and kill them completely like a star sheds dead light to our oracular, ocular interpretation of the environment around US.
I talk about and reference weird things sometimes...thats just how I am, I cant change that. forgive me? I am a writer, yes i have been published and paid for my words, therefore I am a writer even if im working as a waiter to pay the bills...sometimes I drink to much or smoke to many cigarettes, bad habits Im trying to keep under control and recover from. If you have a problem with addiction there are solutions...okay, about me.. im somewhat a jack of all trades. During an interview the other day this beautiful woman (who i cant name for confidential reasons) told me I was a renascence man, I laughed and then agreed.
I am a very spiritual person, Im not religious, but i was confirmed with the name Elijah and its been added to my birth given name, Matthew Garrett Roberts. There are seven letters in each of those names, yesh, I know, its like I have three first names hehe.
I am a ghost writer, free lance at the moment, who covers everything from pop culture to politics, come to think of it, they are almost the same these days, minus the life altering events that occur as a result of economic and social manipulation..plus the wealth generated by social and economic wars, divided by the life that is lost in the pursuit of other peoples agendas and opinions, multiplied by the fear it instills in people like me and you..(the avarage middle and poor class, some rich but not wealthY)...damn, where was I? Ah yes, i am a political satirist and I follow current events inscrutably. I do not belong to any solid ideology because who really does anymore? there are so many political issues that affect so many different personalities that inhabit planet earth. I dont believe in conspiracy theories because I am privy to certain intelligence agencies that have both confirmed and discounted almost every conspiracy I have investigated. Those are the same agencies that are closely monitoring third party systems and the public domain (the internet) or as I like to call it Quetzalcoatl, the world of wires.. the same angencies that will probalby not let any of you get to this youtube site and view my material. But that could easily be played off a paranoia, so what will it be uncle sam?
I have been told I am a savant when it comes to certain subjects.. subjective as that may read. I can see auras around people sometimes when i get these..spells i guess one might say..and during that time I can be very clairvoyant meaning my intuition excels but i loose some of my other more instinctual senses. Learning how to read and write was the smartest accomplishment of my life, it gave me the power to voice my opinion in a time when facts are easily manipulated and turned to fiction, like a crooked politician to a reptilian.
I also have written several screen-plays, countless poems and short-stories, essays and adaptions of certain prolific fact based scientific theories (if you look closely you'll see the poetry in my logical and theoretical works as well) but you'll have to find my alias's for that to bear arms.I like bear hugs with great big bear arms, heehee. I am in touch with the realm of the surreal so I am working on building my logic again. And I am currently working on a very intuitive sci-fi feature screenplay, several teleplays for my favorite sitcoms and a few short sp's and stories. I wake up and free-write every day, which allows my creativity to continue a.d. infinetum.
oh i may have accidentally bent/broken into the space time continuum a few years into this world-lines future, and sent mr.stephen hawking a response to an invitation he sent out a few years back.. but thats a different story. lets see, where was I
I am a musician, I can play the guitar and piano and most stringed instruments decently, i am also a lyricist and a damn good one as Ive been told by people who can follow all the concepts and references I force into my spokenword..as if gravity was compressing anti-matter..mattR, thats me. vain? i think not. hehe.
I channel ghosts and spirits from time to turn during this season, it used to happen weeks and months out of the year but lately it comes and goes seven-eleven....so I created a public domain via youtube to portray the lyrics, monologues and songs I write from the perspective of myself(I and I) and the dead. I hope you get the references I throw into the mix. I was born on all souls day, at 8:33pm at Kaiser Xion in San Diego. Hense, my channel is entitled Dia Day Los Muertos (a very festive holliday and election day) and 11-11 represents the coming months and years. I also enjoy sex alot. muah! all of my videos on here hour recorded on my android cell... therefore they are not the best quality..not like all you professionals i guess. However they are raw and uncut, thats how I roll. Real art. The content should be slightly entertaining :) if you watch, i hope you get some enjoyment. much love.
This channel, via quesacotyl (aka the internet according to me) features nothing but ORIGINAL monologues, lyrics and songs written by ME, matthew7 garrett7 roberts7.888.999's some with the help of inspiration from others, living and dead. I hope your entertained to say the least, I dont know if i'll maintain this site. It just needed to be created as a point, focal, vector, pseudo-electromegnetic for me to return to, when i travel back to this worldline.net
I couldn't fit anymore in my about me section so im continuing it up here. As you can tell, I am very detailed with my work. I enjoy taking pictures and filming and building contraptions as well. I love women and and very romantic and explicit in my description of the experiences I have. I am a civil rights activist and support gay, lesbian, transsexual and transgender as much as straight rights.. I wanted this to appear at the bottom of my about me, but alas, here it is.. above it. well, im a writer, film maker, producer, and lover. there's nothing more to write here. oh yea, stop letting other peoples opinions infect your minds, as if everything your senses perceive are renting out the space in your head and subliminally selling ad campaigns inside your dreams. IF you have dream, pursue it AND dont let anyone or anything get in the way.. unless you have to make a sacrafice for what you love, your family and your friends are very important..and i see social networks such as this bleeding the emotion and interaction from people, its almost as if humanity is ignoring its social responsibility.. what happense if a person forgets or ignore something for long enough? if will fail to exist for them. and that's a very real, very sad fact of history. we all know it repeats itself.