This is a song off a record I put out in 2009 called Everything Will Change. 

It's about the vicious cycle of battling those inner demons and trying to come out of it as a better person.

As requested, here are the lyrics:

Well, my word's as good as a whale in the desert.
Watch for those flash floods.
And you're probably better off ignoring what I say.
My message is clear as mud.

And I promise I'm trying to be better,
But I prove myself a liar.
I've been going by a new name everyday,
Expecting that to change things.

Well, you're sick and tired of my inability
To stick to a decision.
And I cannot blame you, because I can't make sense of
My lack of lasting commitment.

And I promise I'm trying to be better,
But I prove myself a liar.
I've been going by a new name everyday,
Expecting that to change things.

This is in need of some strings for sure.

Lyrics adapted from "Contagion" by xanlee:

We packed our belongings in burlap sacks,
We marched onward with no direction,
Your deep brown eyes pierced through my skin,
You built a home in me like infection,

And you burned me in my feverish youth,
You made your mark on me,
Now we keep warm by fire in my bones,
Your contagion is my reverie,

Remember that time on the rivers bend,
In a land we didn’t know?
Chilled water ran over our legs,
You swore to me you’d never let go,

And you burned me in my feverish youth,
You made your mark on me,
Now we keep warm by fire in my bones,
Your contagion is my reverie,

We had no idea where we were heading,
Or of what evil might ever draw near,
But even without sense of what is to come,
The whiskey inside us left nothing to fear,

And you burned me in my feverish youth,
You made your mark on me,
Now we keep warm by fire in my bones,
Your contagion is my reverie,

A cold rushed over you in a moment,
But your fever kept hold over me,
I wrapped all my limbs 'round your shaking frame,
In my body’s cage you were free,

So onward we march, sacks in hand,
With a sickness that will always last,
Wandering together in strange lands,
Outsiders with no shadows to cast.