This feeling is killing me,
I can't tell if it's a dream or reality,
Could this be a nightmare? or something worse?
Something between a blessing and a curse?
No, this must be real.......
this HAS to be real........
cause this is the first time i've been able to feel,
but.... has my heart fully healed?
i hope so,
but do i know so?
it's been so long.........and i'm afraid,
my heart's already been torn and frayed,
but............ am i ready to let it go?
i............guess i'll never know,
the only way is to give it away,
and..............hope she never throws it away.