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This Week
Schueller Released Mar 07, 2013

This week I have realized that I am beloved.

This week,
I have been cheated on and I have been lied to.
I have felt worthless and I have been without hope. 

I have been told that I am loved and that I am special.
But this week, I have believed that I am not loved or special.

I have lost a friend, two… three… and I have sunk into the loneliness.
I have felt dirty and used. I have been completely abandoned.

This week,
I have been kissed.
I have been ignored.
I have been promised love.
I have been broken.
I have been given words of comfort.
I have been pierced with shame. 

Guilt. Regret. Hurt.

This week, I have forgiven but I have not forgotten.

This week, I have listened and I have wept.
I’ve been made a fool and have been emotionally abused.

I have tried to find value in myself.

I have discovered strength and have been given support.
I have been shown love in the most unlikely and unexpected places.
I have been surprised in the power of healing.
I have found joy in the midst of brutal suffering.

I have searched for God in a dark place.
I have been told that I am beautiful and was wonderfully made.

I have realized that I am beloved.

I've lived in you for two and a half years now, and I still haven't quite gotten over the fact that when I look up at your skyscrapers, it makes me realize how small I really am.
I...

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Schueller Mar 01, 2013
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Remember the friends you have.
Remember when they were there for you.
Remember how they've helped you.
Remember to be glad. 

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Another night passed away.
Another month thrown astray.
Yet another call that falls unanswered,
along with all the cries driven down in vain.

You were the one I thought was different.

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Schueller Feb 05, 2013
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Schueller Feb 04, 2013
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Schueller Feb 01, 2013
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Schueller Jan 30, 2013
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My eyes are heavy.

Green tea loaded with caffeine,

Get inside of me.

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I took a seat on the dusty couch,
and finally began to think.
The dark and musty room,
for once gave me room to breath-

apart, 

from the great and busy lies,
that I've lived in every...

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