"We must be careful with our love," they said.
Everything is measured out and we must follow instructions:
Two hugs with arms loose then tight
Five teaspoons of hand touching, the tips nothing more
A tablespoon of hand holding, palms pressed together, fingers laced
Glances of two kilograms
-- They can be generous, they said --
But just two milliliters of staring into each other's eyes
No accidental touches, hair fixing, shirt grabbing, lint picking, head bumping;
It will burn our love, toughen the inside, harden the outside, ruin our love or...
Are you a glass half-empty kind of guy?
Or a "fuck the glass, give me the entire damn bottle" kind?
We are kleptomaniacs in the streetsof
Picking things up like
habits and phrases,
and forgetting to return them.
People can do anything for shock value alone.
Take electrocution for instance.
"Go in? But if he isn't here, who do I report to-"
"Quack quack quack."
"Miss? Miss! Why is there a-"
"Quack quack, Quack. Quack quack quack quack."
"He left you in charge? But you're-"
"I was going to say... Never mind. Wait, what do you mean you're overqualified?"
"Quack, quack quack quack quack quack quack. Quack quack."
"You're the Death of-"
"Oh! I'm sorry."
"I'm sorry, sir."
"Quack quack quack."
"Yes, sir. I'll make this as quick as possible, sir. You must be so busy with preparations for the hunting season."
Who are you? what makes you you? Are you born with intrinsic you-ness? Or are you simply a collection of different things and themes and ideas and habits? do you think you are unique? or are we a repeated pattern of identities? if you forget who you are, would you search for the past you? or build a totally new you? if you changed bodies, would your identity change as well?
Should they be happy? What about death? Happy endings = joyful deaths, perhaps. Should all stories have endings. What about beginning at the end? Do you look forward to endings? To the destination? Or is the journey more important?
"Got a light?" he said.
"Tell me a story first," I replied.
After some time, he ended with:
"And here I am."
I gave him the sun,
but I think I might've shortchanged him.
Everyone talks of the light at the end but no one told me I'd step out of the tunnel with bloodied fingers and lost fingernails. In the dark, one can forget the struggle. In a void, one can forget one's self.
I look around me and everything is white. The reality sets in.
There is light, all right. But nothing else.
I find myself bending down and stepping back into the darkness, putting back the dirt and rock and stone and blood and bone, back into place.
People will speak of the liberty I had foregone, the truth that should've cut me...