I’m not afraid of death

I’m afraid I will be too young when I let out my last breath

I’m not afraid of my afterlife

I’m afraid of never knowing what it feels like to have kids or be a wife

I’m not afraid of the pain kemo might cause me

I’m afraid it will take up all my time and my days won’t be spent free

I’m not afraid of leaving behind my family and friends

I’m afraid that their hearts will never come to a mends

I’m not afraid of the results of the test

I’m afraid I didn’t live my life to my best

-Lauren Tracey