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Fay
- Bangkok
- Last Record: 2012-03-30 08:43:08 +0200
- Joined: Apr 22, 2011
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“The shadows brim with hidden teeth: Full moon above, gold eyes beneath.”
Peter learned this at Grandma's knees While papa swung his axe at trees And mama kneaded dough for bread.
“Stray from the path, you'll end up dead.”
But drink can make a man a fool Thinking himself above the rule His granny taught him to abide:
“Full moon above, you stay inside. Full moon above, you bar the door. And if you're wise you will ignore The sounds that sometimes split the night While you hold all your loved ones tight.”
Still drink can make a man behave As though he thinks folly is brave And though he knows the woods are deep And filled with things that crawl and creep And skulk and stalk and leap and tear, He thinks there's nothing he can't dare To make the maids admire his pluck.
They kiss him on the cheek for luck Then watch wide-eyed as he sets out Leaving the tavern with no doubt That he can reach his grandma's place And laugh at her astonished face. For he has been long gone from here And city boys they know no fear. (Besides, Grandma is fading fast And any day could be her last. It's sad, of course, but she is old And he has debts; he needs her gold.)
Beer makes him brave and makes him brash. His grandmama would call him rash But shadows hold no dread for him And if perhaps he hums a hymn It is because he likes the tune And not from fear of the full moon.
The moon is white, the shadows black Sobriety comes stealing back And his bravado leaks away Remembering his granny say That when the moon hangs full and bright Like some strange pearl pinned to the night Uncanny creatures prowl the wood A-hungering for human blood.
His cloak is warm, his cloak is red Within he starts to shake with dread And every breath of wind he hears Just serves to further stoke his fears And every crunch and every creak Just makes his quivering knees grow weak As he recalls the butcher's son Who had so great a love of fun When they were boys, that one dark night Although the moon hung full and bright He'd ventured outside for a joke... They found him by the withered oak In pieces like a shattered toy: The broken wreckage of a boy, His shin-bones gnawed, his pale skin torn A grisly sight to greet the dawn.
He can't imagine why he thought He should forget what he'd been taught And plunge alone into the wood. He raises up the warm red hood And wishes it were made of steel Telling himself there are no real Monsters to fear, just fairy tales. He squares his shoulders.
...Something wails.
A frantic sound quickly cut short... And now he can't escape the thought That something out there in the night Is hungry. Hunting....
Headlong flight Is surely not the wisest course So, trembling, he tries to force Himself to stay upon the path; Assures himself that monstrous wrath Is no more real than unicorns. But all along some instinct warns Him that the night has teeth and claws And slinks behind him on all fours, Sensing his dread, scenting his fear And slowly, surely, drawing near. He glances back, trying to prove His fears are groundless...
Something moves.
And in the shadows he espies The glint of hungry golden eyes.
He starts to run, frantic with dread He does not want to be found dead, His limbs all clawed, his face half-gone Just like his friend was once upon A time, a lesson he's not learned. And so perhaps this fate is earned, But he'll be damned if it is fair.
He stumbles on and branches tear The woolen hood back from his head And thorns snag in his cloak of red. He scrapes his skin upon the bark Of half-glimpsed trees and in the dark The path is somehow lost between One heartbeat and the next. Unseen Behind him he can hear a growl Start softly then swell to a howl And terror hurls him forward now. No hope, no plan, no idea how He can escape some bloody fate. He runs although it is too late For running to do any good. He runs as though somehow he could Outrun his death, as if there might Be shelter somewhere in the night. He pants and wheezes, gasps and sobs And in his throat his poor pulse throbs, Pounding a rhythm for the race Music to frame a frantic chase.
He is as lost as he can be With nothing left to do but flee When all at once he spies a light A shocking and unhoped-for sight Which spurs him faster through the trees Until to his delight he sees A tiny hut heave into view A benediction, just a few Last fearful, frenzied footfalls more Before he's pounding on the door And pleading to be let inside, Abandoning all sense of pride And caring nothing now who hears The terror in his voice, salt tears Still tracking down his fearful face As he begs shelter in this place.
He peers back out into the night Squinting to catch a glimpse of white Teeth shining, or of golden eyes. His back pressed to the door, he cries And yells and screams and makes a din Until somebody lets him in.
He falls back flat upon the floor And kicks out quickly at the door Too focussed on the need to close It to care yet just who he owes His thanks to for this safe retreat. The door bangs shut. Each breath is sweet. Long moments pass. His heartbeat slows As he at last starts to compose Himself and to recall his pride. His fears seem foolish from inside A stout cabin with windows barred Against the night, and it is hard To know if it was sense or drink That prompted him to truly think Himself at risk of brutal death.
He sits up straight, draws a deep breath And looks about the hut to find Whom he must thank for being kind; Whom he must hate for seeing him weak. His eyes alight on what they seek. A woman stands in silhouette Before the fire, face shadowed yet Her form enough to make him drool. But she just watched him act the fool And weep and beg, he thinks with shame, Feeling his cheeks begin to flame.
He pulls himself back to his feet And tries to make his scowl curve sweet Into a smile of gratitude. He mouths some silly platitude About true friends in times of need, And folly caused by beer and mead, While wondering if the girl is fair Behind the curtain of her hair, And wondering if she lives alone Now that she's let him in her home.
“Where is your father, Miss?” he says,
Already thinking of the ways She might help him improve this night.
“He's dead,” she says, and that is quite The best news that he could have heard.
“Your husband, then?” he says. “Absurd To think you live here on your own.”
“I do,” she says. “I'm all alone.”
She glances sidelong at the fire; He feels a dark twist of desire At the half-glimpsed curve of her lips And the neat angle of her hips.
She tilts her head. Memory uncurls. She never was like other girls, The butcher's birth-mark-sullied daughter They'd tried to wash her clean with water Laughing as she kicked and spat And spluttered like a drowning cat. Her brother was a merry lad. (Though Peter's granny called him bad And said he was his father's son With an unholy sense of fun.)
It's ten long years since Peter left To seek his fortune, fingers deft To cheat at dice and cheat at cards For wood-cutting was far too hard And village life too dull as well. He's transformed into quite the swell. He'd long forgot her curse-marred face And how she held herself with grace At her poor brother's wretched wake; The hail of insults she would take Whenever she walked through the town; The ragged sweep of her patched gown Enough to make them point and jeer. Now he recalls how they would hear The butcher's voice cut through the walls Of their small hut, the countless falls She claimed accounted for black eyes. He views her now with deep surprise Having supposed her long since dead Or else, conceivably, long wed, While he was working far away. Instead it seems she chose to stay Out here alone deep in the wood.
He should be grateful, knows he should And that Grandma would think it wrong To use the fact that he is strong And she is weak, her father dead, Her brother too, and she unwed... His parents too would disapprove, Yet still his feet begin to move Taking him closer to the girl And closer still. Fingers uncurl And wrap themselves around her arm.
“My dear, I don't mean any harm,” He lies, “But I do not believe That I will accept 'no'.”
Her sleeve Begins to flex under his hand. He clasps her tighter, smiling, and Not caring if he leaves a bruise.
“Ah, but, you see, I do not choose To be the victim of your game,” She says. “It's really such a shame You did not heed your gran's advice. You should know there's always a price That must be paid for breaking rules.”
Her smile is sharp; his ardour cools. Her confidence seems out of place. Then, though her hair half-hides her face, He sees a sudden glint of gold And all at once his blood runs cold. He drops her arm as though it burns And backs away. Too late he learns Sometimes a wolf looks like a mouse And you should stay in your own house When full moon hangs high overhead
Or else you may well end up dead.
The shadows brim with hidden teeth: Full moon above, gold eyes beneath.
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