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Matthew P. Horton
- Niagara Falls N...
- Last Record: 2012-11-13 10:36:49 +0800
- Joined: May 16, 2010
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The Setting.... Its such a beautiful day with a beautiful woman at my side. I couldn't think of a better evening than this... Although, I only half heartedly believe this is real. Something deep inside me screams to lift the vail that's been held before me and yet Feel so content, so melancholy, in fact, I want this to be real. Then why....WHY do I feel like this isn't right... (sky shifts black while sun is still shining, only for a moment) "Something isn't right..." "did you say something sweetheart?" "What's that? Oh, I'm sorry love, I just feel like something I ate at dinner might be disagreeing with me, would you excuse me for a moment? I'll be right back love." I give her a soft kiss and stare into her eyes as I gently stroke the hair from her face behind her ear. "hurry back" she says softly with a stare in her eyes that would melt even the coldest of hearts, " the sun is about to set and I would prefer not to watch it alone." I smile back with a simple nod and hurry to the nearest set of rest rooms. As I entered I was the only one inside. I splashed some water on my face and stare eagerly into the mirror as if my own reflection was going to look back at me and just give me all the answers. It was then I noticed a small but noticeable difference in the reflection. The counter I was leaning on was cracked... But when I look down at the counter before me, it was in perfect shape. As I looked back up at the reflection the imperfections had vanished. Was I going mad? I pushed my fingers up to my eyes in frustration. As I looked back up I put my hand out to touch the mirror. Suddenly, only for a second I seen myself standing in ruin, like the place was vacant for years and falling apart. But as quickly as I seen this venue it was once again back to normal. Was it though?... Normal? Or did I get a glimpse of normal? I rushed back outside hoping I didn't take too long. As I stepped outside it was as if time stood still for me, like not a moment had passed. She looked at me with awe in her eyes. "That was fast, you really wanted to come back and watch the sun set with me didn't you, you are so sweet, come sit with me." she said softly. I smiled and took a seat right there by her side, wrapped my arm around her and kissed her head as we both stared into the sunset. I thought to myself, the doctor had told me not to stray from my meds. Pan out away from the scene to show creature viewing us in a dome shaped monitor and messing with a high tech remote like the I pad pushing buttons and taking notes as to portray a higher being observing us as we would with microscopes in a laboratory.
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let me tell you a story, of how this little guy came to be. starring at a curtain i observer simple shapes in which when looked at long enough decided... i could make something from these shapes... |
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when life throws us worries that are hard to attend we drink a good drink amongst all of our friends we sing in our bottles as we pour rounds again as we wish... |
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where were you headed when you lost your way fighting for answers day by day scared of your reflection, hiding from the proof of lacking satisfation, you fail... |
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and so it is said, and so it must be so. but what if it isnt? how would you know? what is, is taught, based on previous dilusion what if all that we know, is ... |
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so again i close my eyes, and the darkness fades away, darkness turns to light, like a becon in the night |
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Sinking in, wondering if there is more to this, he sat and thought to himself, is this it? is this my potential? when i close my eyes i see so much more. like a whole world is opened up, so vivi... |
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This is my self-apology, for the me I was from the who I am, for letting myself be blinded by the priorities that seemed important rather than the ones that justly were. For telling myse... |
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This is my self-apology, for the me I was from the who I am, for letting myself be blinded by the priorities that seemed important rather than the ones that justly were. For telling myse... |
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It has been a while... too long in fact. got too cought up in the negetive aerospace around me and too involved into work to just sit back for a moment and just record.... i miss it. im comming ... |
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