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The way I once was.

I was a child.

I was a naive child.

I was a sweet child

I was a happy child.

I was a shy child.

I was a funny child.

I was a smiley child.

I was a loving child.

I was a child who knew nothing.

The girl I became.

I was a mean girl.

I was a lost girl.

I was a sad girl.

I was a reserved girl.

I was a slightly happy girl.

I was a different girl.

I was a knowledgeable girl.

I was a still a child but one who knew a little more.

The woman I am now.

I am a happy woman.

I am a goofy woman.

I am a unique woman.

I am a smart woman.

I am a loud woman.

I am a loving woman.

I am a funny woman.

I am more of an understanding woman.

I will eternally have that little girl inside of me. The one who was hurt by her loved ones. The one who will always and forever be hurt by those actions of her loved ones.The one who will always be a little sad for what has happened and for what will never be. I am a woman now but will eternally have that broken hearted girl inside of me. One thing I can say as woman is I am happy and grateful for all my pain. I wouldn't be the woman I am today if I didn't experience the pain that I did when I was a child. To the broken child in me. I love you. You've made me who I am today. Thanks for being a strong child. You're the reason why I can be happy now. The reason why I can be more gracious. You're the reason why I can be myself. You're the reason I am stronger today!

Thank you.

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To the broken child in me.
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