It’s been a while, I’ve been lacking the words and courage to say goodbye.

It’s been a while since I heard the pain dissemble your voice.

But your voice never shook with fear and sorrow.

Still I’ve been lacking the words and the courage to say goodbye.

We always believed we would overcome all of life’s challenges.

How wrong were we?

How wrong were we.

My dear Theresa,

You were always caring, considerate, thoughtful and understanding.

I do remember our time together and as always you gave me words of strength.

I’m thankful for our conversations

I hope and pray that dear God and the universe take care of your precious and beloved soul.

Still it feels like I’ve been lacking the words and the courage to say goodbye.

My dear Theresa,

I’m praying for your soul and spirit,

And always you’re giving me words of encouragement, wisdom and intelligence to continue to lead my life.

I only hope I have reciprocated it.

I’m thankful for our conversations, as kind and fond memories are all I have left.

I hope and pray that dear God and the universe take care of your precious and beloved soul.

Still it feels like I’ve been lacking the words and the courage to say goodbye.

It feels like dear God and the universe never gave us enough time to evolve together.

I’ve just realised how much I missed you.

There is a gaping hole in my life.

I’m missing you shrewdness, your intellect and your calmness.

I’m thankful for all our conversations together.

It feels like dear God and the universe never gave us enough time to evolve together.

Still it feels like I’ve been lacking the words and the courage to say goodbye.

Now I must carry on alone fighting and combating my inner demons.

I will always remember that dear God and the beautiful universe presented us with one of the greatest gifts of all...

Your life, your existence,

And this I shall cherish and treasure for the reminder of my days

Yet it still feels like I’ve been lacking the words and the courage to say goodbye.