A day that ends in rain

Awake but barely breathing

Wishing the past wouldn’t creep in and haunt the present

Distort the goodness

And splash in badness

Can’t even comprehend this coherently

I wish life didn’t have to be so hard

It was such a perfect day

Until that happened

I can’t even trace why or how it came about

Nonsensical

Illogical

Irreparable? I really hope not

Yea, people have it much worse

But it doesn’t change the feeling

The pain

The sadness

The confusion

The desire for peace

I won’t be content with the guarantee that in this world, we will have trouble

That won’t suffice

I want

Resolution

But is it possible

I feel

Dread

Fear

Unease

But I won’t let this define me