wherever i go, i feel i'm watched

cuz everyone knows what i've done

but somewhere in the deepest part i know i can atone

for things i know i never meant to hurt anyone

and i lie awake for hours

every star i count reminds me of you

this violent sound, it haunts my sleep

word got around - i wasn't so bad

and i lie awake for hours

every star i count reminds me of you

and for what it's worth

i would blow them all out of existence if i could