I am a ghost tonight
tonight I am just
a ghost
haunting you vaguely
rattling my chains
only slightly
so that you’ll say
‘oh it’s only the wind.’
I have no need
to linger here
I am a stranger now
to you
(I will always be)
but I remember
when you sang those
songs for me
and every word
I wrote was
for you
but tonight I’m just
a creak in your floorboard
a summer breeze off
the water
a crossed-out name
on a scrap of paper
and I wonder,
was I ever there at all?




