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Unsend Letter
Chuchu Released Mar 18, 2011

I Wish: Somebody would turn my record into a song. You know this was my first record and i really put my heart into it, for me it is a very special record.

                                                                                              


Since youve been away,

my whole life has changed and I feel like I kissed the devil. I feel so numb and only the tears that I cry tell me Im still feeling.Maybe if I just had faced the truth that we all had to go sooner or later, I guess the pain wouldnt be so bad right now. But I couldnt let go, and I still dont wanna let got, but i have to. Because I have to live my life. And everybody who thinks Im talking about breaking up with someone, then let me tell you:  The death, is the lovers badest enemy!

Since youve been away,

I still hear youre voice, I still smell youre perfume and I still feel youre hand touching my hand. All the things you gave me and also if it just was a very tiny gift. It has a much bigger meaning than before. Now I realize that you feeled the same when grandma died. And now I understand why you were so mad at me when I crushed grandmas vase. Cause it was one of the things she left, when she went away. I appreciate more than ever what I had in you, and, Hell yeah, I miss you!

Since youve been away,

When Im standing at your grave, a big memory flash comes over me. Only we both know what we had been through. All the problems we solved. Mostly without telling papa :) Now when I look at your pictures, I recognize the fun we had wasnt just a matter of course. I know it was luck ,and not everybody in the world can...

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  • Owlbunny
    Thanks for the hearts my lovely hitrecorders!!! xxx
    Oct 14, 2013
    by Chuchu
  • Owlbunny
    Thanks for your hearts DianeFT and ThadicalRadical :-)
    Mar 20, 2012
    by Chuchu
  • Owlbunny
    Thanks for your hearts Mic, todd, bloemday!!
    Nov 18, 2011
    by Chuchu
  • Owlbunny
    thanks for your heart melismayhem!!!
    Nov 25, 2011
    by Chuchu
  • Owlbunny
    I really put my heart into that!
    Mar 18, 2011
    by Chuchu
  • Owlbunny
    thanks for your heart Emma Conner :)
    Dec 01, 2011
    by Chuchu
  • Owlbunny
    Wow thanks a lot for the love my lovely hitrecorders: supriyaheart, sinnamin, Joab Nevo, sweetheart carole and lysiemoto. I really appreciate your hearts, they mean a lot to me! Love ya´ll!
    Apr 10, 2012
    by Chuchu
  • Owlbunny
    I just wanted to get rid of me, that after I had "Unsend Letter" published here as it has helped me with the death of my mother and aunt cope. Some days it is indeed damn still hard to know what I will confirm probably some of you to write but by that of "Unsend Letter" I could slowly start to life and I'm glad I found hitrecorder to publish it. Lots of thanks!!!
    Aug 17, 2011
    by Chuchu
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