Dear you,

It hurt when I realised I would always be 2nd best to you, even though your number 1 has made you her 2nd best now. I know you're inviting me because she's busy, but I say yes anyway because I appreciate feeling like number 1 once in while because I'm human, and when we're together it's like we're 1 and 1 anyway.
So while you moan about becoming 2nd best to your number 1 to your 2nd best, stop and think for a second.

Because sorry, I can't feel sympathy for you.

And I wish you could realise that to me you're my number 1 and if your number 1 is neglecting you, then how about looking at 2nd best over here instead of mourning over her? Because if she's making you feel like that, why is she worth it?


Did that all just confuse you?

Yeah, it confuses me too.

Love,

me.