Our strange relation lasted seven years--my misfortune to meet You when i still trusted people. i have hated You when You hurt me, loved You when You stopped. No one but You for all that time.
Not all of Your touches were malicious. You made me need You: consoled me when i broke down, nursed my wounds, fed me when i could not feed myself. i eventually took the pain like a lover.
You held me in the dark of Your home and never let me see the sky, even when i wept for that one small mercy. You will always be stronger than i am, but very soon i will leave this tortured body and I will be free.