What's behind that second door

What's on the other side of the curtain

And would it make you want to turn around

One thought, one shot

That's probably all I'd ever need

Are you willing to take that risk

And walk down an untraveled road

Waiting in the dark

Sitting on this stool that keeps my head above my hopes

Not able to watch

For the constant fear of never being able to move

Remaining as the one

The only one who never gets to be shown through the ropes

In my mind alone

A single soul, I now see everything I have to prove

Who do you think you are

You're forcing me to feel like I'm below where I belong

And I don't understand

Just how you find the time to feel like you are in the right

You've had so much time

To work me over so I only think I'm always wrong

Throw me in a hole

Go right back to ignoring my and have yourself a good night

Walk right past that second door

Don't even look over at the curtain

I don't care now if you never turn around

No time for thought

It's about time someone gave up

No longer willing to fight for a risk

Just leave me to my untraveled road

(If anyone wants to make this into a song, I would love to hear it!)