just some words on krrr's badass beat

edit: i added this to the cutting edge collab, because i imagine that cocaine would be a commonly used method to suppress sleep in the dreamshare world. and this song could be perfect during a scene of people cooking crack and snorting coke in crackhouses and whatnot... the slums and crackhouses that became havens for people who no longer wanted to share their dreams. maybe the crack has a negative effect on the nanos too?

words by smweed guitar by Marke fake drums by me :)

Malicore's "The D Drop" with some added vocals. Needs to be remixed or maybe have some singers re-do the vocals?  I think we can make this into something. lyrics:

everybody's talkin'

maybe we'll just play along

'cause there ain't no definition.

who can say what's right or wrong?

yeah, 'cause no one really knows

how the story really goes

so we just carry on.

lookin for the answers

you been travellin' far and wide

yeah, but everything you seekin

you can find it deep inside 

yeah, 'cause no one really knows

how the story really goes

so we just carry on.

science, religion

it's all superstition

all of the facts are just based on fiction

a whole lot of theories

but nothing's been proven

why waste my time grovellin'?

i'd rather be groovin'

movin my body, the beat of my heart

music and poetry, collaborative art

brings us together like nothing else can

i wish i could show you so you'd understand

just like breathin'

i know that you can feel it

don't just read it 

sing it like you mean it.

just added bass drum and snare with some chorus and delay to the last version of "the scar/hold on"

These lyrics are very personal to me and were written previously to a very basic drum track. no music. i probably wrote it in 2004 and am so very glad that i found a place for them in Megan's "The Scar." Her piece encompasses the exact vibe/emotion of the lyrics and even the changes seem to fit perfectly with the song. This version is very rough, yes. but it is just a draft to show where it can go. Thank you Megan for sharing such a beautiful and powerful piece of music. i hope i didn't fuck it up for you, but know that it means the world to me and i totally feel it with this song. peace.

all the homies and brothers that i know don't carry guns but if you see a confederate sticker, bet they got one. i knew a redneck who molested his sister when she was young. now he's 31 and he's got like 15 guns. i feel sorry for her. yeah i feel real bad, and the worst fuckin' part is now he's wearing a badge! he molested his sister, and now he's a cop, and CPS thinks since i've done drugs once that i'll never stop? yeah well what about him? what about her back then? her life's been all fucked up. she can't keep none of her friends, 'cause she don't trust no one and she had nowhere to turn. her own mom didn't believe her, what the fuck could she learn? she learned 'bout evil, and lost all faith in the world. that shit was real, but not for a little girl. she had to hide inside her mind and leave it all behind, and that's the kind of shit that makes you quit, and the fact that she came back from shit like that. with a psycho for a mother and a drunk for a dad. poetry and painting and music was all she had to keep her from killing herself when she got sad, or mad at god. had he forgot? or did he not hear her scream and cry "just make it stop"? aw fuck! you thought you had bad luck? that shit's like getting your heart run over by a fuckin truck. over and over and over and over again, like a motherfucking nightmare that just won't end. hold on one more day. everything will be okay mark the words i say. that sick fuck is gonna pay. i knew a girl who was an angel wouldn't even hurt a fly. a special girl like that deserves a special kind of guy. she had a boyfriend and she thought that they would always be in love. one day she came to learn that he was just a fuckin scrub. he wanted to make love, she said "let's wait till we get married." she had no fuckin clue of the diseases that he carried. she would tell her friends, "oh, we're just gonna wait until we wed." while he was taking every whore he could to fuckin bed. he eventually convinced the girl that they didn't have to wait. he would always be there and that everything was great. to him it was a fuck. to her it was magic. but to us the end result was just so motherfuckin tragic. her period was late, so she took an EPT. she's now carrying a baby with HIV. hold on one more day. everything will be okay. mark the words i say, that sick fuck is gonna pay. hold on one more day. everything will be okay. mark the words i say that goddamn motherfuckin piece of shit is gonna scream in pain!