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[// I've always had another intense fascination/fear with/of paranormal activities. When I was younger, I was absolutely terrified of "The X-Files", but couldn't take my eyes away.
So now, when I'm much older and realize that these concepts cannot exist without breaking all fundamental theorems of known physics, I find solace in the ideas presented by those who you feel are ghosts all around you: people who just tend to blend into the background or fade away completely. I feel like that's where I should be, and that's where I am (admittedly, by my own design - I go out of my way not to interact with people at parties or to even go to them at all; I tend to write music that sometimes is alienating or even what I like to call "headphone-centric, where you should block out everything else, like I do. Doesn't make me very popular, but again, that's not why I write music.). You'll notice I have another song called "geist" somewhere in my music on this site, which is obviously the German word for ghost (poltergeist - basically "angry spirit").
I could go on and on about my own personal ideas on it, but the whole point of this song is to convey to those who do not know me exactly what a large part of me is about: loneliness and its effect on those you love, for better or worse. //]