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Wherethehotboysat
Released 2010-11-27 12:18:37 -0600

Okay, let me start this out with saying that I am proud of all of my RECords.


But these ones, in particular, I will love for all time.


There are some things to be said about a few of them, however:
"REmembering Christmas" -- I just began this one a week or so ago. Normally, it'd take more time for me to be like "FUCK YEAH!" about a RECord, but this is the first one I've written of this nature. It's still a very tragic plot and has actually been quite emotionally difficult, for me, to write. Still, I'm enjoying the characters and the plot and can't wait to write the next part of it. "Team HitRECord 11/11" -- One of my first "photoshop" pictures. "Journey Into Magick" -- Also a several part story. Really, I'm terrifically proud of the fact that it's all rhyming and still keeps an easily followed storyline. Also a first. "Jackson Phillip's Love Affair with the Merry Toast" -- This is a long RECord. I wrote it while I was at a coffeeshop (notskippingclass.....>>) and finished the entire thing while there. I love the characters very much. I think they're well defined, even in such a short story (long RECord, but short story). I'd really like to see something happen with them. "The Horrifically Mundane Life of Sarah Cohn"/"The Horrific End of Oliver Kanes" -- These two stories are my babies. They are my pride and joy. I just adore the shit outta them and I hope everyone else likes them as much as I do. I wrote "Sarah" a couple weeks after joining hitRECord. Initially, it was supposed to be a sad love story -- as per usual with most of my writing. However (and I sincerely believe that this is all due to being inspired to be different by hitRECord), this one is a love story gone...awry. To say the least. "The Truth About Beauty"/"Behind the Smile" -- I don't have many videos, but these two are very special to me. "Truth" is my first venture into the world of editing; "Smile" is my first time storyboarding/filming something for a purpose. And doing a reading! Gah. "The Boy with the Camera" -- this all happened after I saw a boy at the bookstore, a camera around his neck, staring out the window down to the city. "Melanie & Arthur" -- First ever RECord! I wrote this before joining, but it is a personal triumph. After a long writing drought, I tried to do a character study just to keep my brain going, and I really like what happened with it. I think that if I hadn't written this (I think it was literally like a week before joining), I may not have been convinced I was worthy of being part of this site. So there you have it! After writing this, I've come to the realization that most of the RECords I chose are "firsts" for one reason or other. Thank you, hR. <3

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My life didn’t become such a mundane affair until Oliver dumped me.

We used to go on adventures, Oliver and I. Every day was a new kind of journey – into the woods, into the cinema, int...
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*READ 'THE HORRIFICALLY MUNDANE LIFE OF SARAH COHN FIRST!!!*
http://hitrecord.org/records/228410/

The fifteen months I spent with Sarah were exhilarating. I learned more about her b...
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2010-10-07 13:14:06 -0500
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Through our entire lifespan
everything reminded me of you
and everything felt perfect,
because it was you
and it was me,
and how could it be any less
than absolutely p...
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2010-12-02 12:25:41 -0600
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We floated
through the cool,
black
paradise of the stars.

We kissed underneath
the light
of the meteorites.
We kissed amongst dreaming
nebulae.
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2010-10-26 00:18:12 -0500
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I run my fingers through


your tangles of hair;


you whisper stories


into my hands.


 


“There once were


two souls,...

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2011-01-26 00:01:41 -0600
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There are things that I
can’t stand to be around
for too long
without wanting to cry;
things that most
can shove aside,
can pass over as
virtually worthl...

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2011-01-02 18:28:05 -0600
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I've been wanting to do a video for awhile, but have sort of... shyed away from many attempts because this computer is just awful and WMM seems to really hate me. But I felt like really doing something tonight, and so here I am.


This poem means a lot to me. I hope you enjoy.


And, also, thank you sososo much, Crispy, for your tremendous help :]


Also, also: The audio got a little messed up.


<3C

2011-01-12 05:22:31 -0600
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You speak in secrets


and cradle promises


on the back of your tongue


and every word


is so beautiful,


so perfect,


so blatant...

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2011-01-24 12:39:17 -0600
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I fell asleep and dreamt last night.


I dreamt that I woke and was surrounded by darkness. the brightest darkness I had ever seen. There were only stars. Me, and nebulae, and supernov...

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2011-01-20 22:45:12 -0600
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I sat up straight,
because I knew better,
I held my head high,
because I was trained to,
I applauded
even though
I hated it all.

the music rose,
and...

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2011-01-23 17:01:16 -0600
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My first ever Christmas party was scheduled for December 23rd at 8 pm in my best friend’s building on the outer edge of the city.
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2011-01-09 13:56:50 -0600
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Melanie:

I don't remember the exact date I met Arthur, but it was a Thursday. Or maybe it was a Wednesday. Really, either way, the date doesn't matter. That I remember the events perfect...
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2010-09-02 17:29:56 -0500
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So! This is the first painting I've done in, I think, a year.


I have been very much inspired by all of Layla's beautiful paintings, but haven't really thought of anything to create. Then, she posted a picture to Tumblr, and I knew I wanted to do something similar. But still... not sure exactly what.


Yesterday Tumblr was also graced with a picture of RegularJOE and Vanya putting on clown makeup, taken by Jared.
And then, this.

Outline is prismacolor marker, the paint is a mixture of acrylic, oil, and watercolor. >.<

:] <3C

2010-12-29 20:18:07 -0600
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So I really wanted to submit something for the Body Image collab.
These quotes from AeB and Ziver10 stuck out to me a lot. But I wasn't sure what to do with them.
The clips I used are actually ones I did yesterday when I was messing around with filming something for the Fall Formal Are You Ready collab.
I didn't like the first one because I thought I looked awful sans makeup.
And the second was a blooper. I find beauty in laughter. What better clip to show than a super close with screwed up makeup and a ridiculous face.
They couldn't be more appropriate.

To elaborate and make an actual contribution to the collab, let me say this:
I struggle with my weight, my voice, my faaaaaace, my past. A lot of things. But generally, I think I'm pretty cool.
I sometimes have to remind myself that there are far worse things to be than fat or ugly.


I hope that everyone in this collab, myself included, understands how beautiful they really are.

And thank you sosososo much Layla and catness for your help :D, love you guys.


PS. THIS IS MY FIRST LEGIT VIDEO EVER. Please be gentle.


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2010-10-04 01:17:04 -0500
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Venturing into new hitRECord territory with this :]
It's not particularly excellent, but i hope you enjoy anyway.

bless you, laylers, for helping me out.



<3C
2010-11-01 21:42:45 -0500
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You stood at that window
every morning
towering over the city below
like a god;
not admiring,
not hating,
just observing,
timing the ebb and flow
of activity...
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2010-12-09 00:57:17 -0600
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I can’t count how many times I’ve been to The Merry fuckin’ Toast. Well no, I suppose that’s not entirely true. In the two years I’ve been away at college, I’ve been twelve times; any time before ...
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2010-10-14 17:26:29 -0500
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Your overcast eyes were fixed
out the window for so long
before you gave me
a second glance.
“The city is dead
and ugly, so
unappealing.”
Fingers curled securel...
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2010-09-06 11:47:29 -0500
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You sit outside and
take long drags,
letting plumes of smoke escape you,
scenting the air with spice
that even autumn cannot overwhelm.

You used to say
"I love y...
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2010-09-24 23:18:26 -0500
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It wasn't that the winter holidays weren't magical to me anymore -- they absolutely were. The neighborhood lit up as though we had been temporarily relocated into a cluster of stars.
The cris...
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2010-11-21 01:46:03 -0600
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**Read part one first!
http://hitrecord.org/records/267688**

I rarely felt nostalgia, though I sometimes did, for things I thought maybe I should be nostalgic for.
The lonelin...
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2010-11-21 23:24:08 -0600
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**PART ONE: http://hitrecord.org/records/267688 **
**PART TWO: http://hitrecord.org/records/268270 **


It was December thirteenth when I met Abbey.
We spent the evenings ...
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2010-11-22 11:57:12 -0600
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I will propose a preface
of a most peculiar kind
I knew before I started
just what I would find --
A life most extraordinary
awaited me out there,
magick ‘round every...
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2010-11-03 17:39:28 -0500
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PART ONE:
http://hitrecord.org/records/255762
(read first or this won't maaaake any sense!!)


We traveled ‘til the sun rose,
when we stopped to rest,
he held my ...
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2010-11-05 01:19:56 -0500
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My heart is permanently barricaded behind a steadfast cage of bones -- the black and white reality of separation will be all we are left with.
But you are rows of streetlights in the darkest p...
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2010-09-02 20:10:50 -0500
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In those days, we saw everything in black and white and gold. Fingers longingly tracing the barrier that we so eloquently built with our tall tales, we ignored the door that was so clearly there; w...
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2010-09-05 11:33:23 -0500
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I wasn't sure of where to go
before being led to you.
Your seagreen eyes have
wreaked havoc
on my heart,
left imprints in
these tributary veins
like footsteps in ...
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2010-09-02 20:12:25 -0500
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:{D

Happy 11/11 everyone :]]]

big fat THANK YOU to these fine people. We love you all very much.



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2010-11-11 17:13:58 -0600
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**PART ONE: http://hitrecord.org/records/267688 **
**PART TWO: http://hitrecord.org/records/268270 **
**PART THREE: http://hitrecord.org/records/268595**

December 2008 was our ...
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2010-11-28 14:10:19 -0600
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I started my four hour math class today, and needed somewhere to channel my creativity.


:]


 


Anyway.


Thank you so much Pam for this *gorgeous* reading. And to all of my REsources for the seriously perfect videos.


Enjoy :]


<3C

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