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Date:  Tue, 31 Oct 2006 09:24:14 -0500
From: "Kate B"
Subject:  snails... or a nautilus... depending on perception....

The other part though, is what actually made me write this email: the fascination over the snail shells is definitely mutual. I actually got a tatoo of a pentacle behind my left ear. (I'm not sure if you're familiar with the connection but here is a link if you're not: http://edj.net/mc2012/fap14.html) I decided to get the pentacle for two reasons. The first is that popular misconceptions of the symbol tend to lead people to accuse me of devil worship when they see the tatoo and I absolutely delight in explaining the real meaning behind the symbol. Watching a person's face change from ignorant hatred to curiosity is an amazing experience. The second is because I think it is a beautiful representation of a simpler time when the recognition and reverence of nature and its beauty were widespread and unquestioned. But anyways the point is: Did that have anything to do with why you chose that poem? One can gather a whole other meaning when watching the movie, when it is coupled with a strong concentration on the words of poem (which is beautiful by the way, I wish my french were better so I could really understand it rather than slaughtering it in translation), and a recognition your choice of concentrating on the snail's shell which relates to the cyclical aspect of nature and life/death. I guess it just got me thinking about what you meant by the choices.



       Holy of holies!  I had no idea about the connection between the the pentagram and the snail shell spiral.  I'm on my knees with my hands in the air and my eyes to the milky way.  The astonishing coincidence is that I just got done playing a character with whom the five-pointed star holds a lot of significance.  Richie Nix, the character I got to play in Killshot has one tatooed on his hand, but I didn't choose it because of my love for what they call the Golden Ratio--it's just that Richie's from Texas.
       And for further haphazard beauty, no, I didn't choose the poem because of the spiral in a snail's shell.  I didn't know anything about its mysteriously profound prevalence in what seems like everything.  I just liked reading the poem aloud.  It wasn't until after Rian and I had already been to Paris that I began to learn about the extreme and mean ratio.  In fact, it was on my plane home from Paris, I sat next to this art student named Molly who was working on a project of creative playground equipment, like stuff for kids to play on, that somehow followed the same spiral pattern as a snail shell.  I told her that was quite a coincidence, because I had just gotten started on a short film adapted from a poem about snails.  So she drew me the 1/1.618 rectangles and told me to look it up.  Which I did.
       Once that connection was made, of course, it grew to be a very significant part of the film for me.  And you're so right, the parallels are there in the patterns of the poetry, the seasons, the night, the day, the sun, the moon, life, death, nature, man, or snail rather.  Yeah, I should try to write a translation of the poem, although I must admit I'm intimidated by the task.  I also want to turn the ESCARGOTS page into a little PHI shrine of my own of which the essay you sent me on the pentacle will most certainly be a part.

Thank you, thank you, thank you…